Vessels, by Paisley Rekdal
Shouldn’t it ache, this slit into the sweet and salt mix of waters
comprising the mussel, its labial meats winged open: yellow-
fleshed, black and gray around the tough adductor? It hurts
to imagine it, regardless of the harvester’s denials, swiveling
his knife to make the incision: one dull cyst nicked
from the oyster’s mantle — its thread of red gland no bigger
than a seed of trout roe — pressed inside the tendered
flesh. Both hosts eased open with a knife (as if anything
could be said to be eased with a knife): so that one pearl
after another can be harvested, polished, added to others
until a single rope is strung on silk. Linked by what you think
is pain. Nothing could be so roughly handled and yet feel
so little, your pity turned into part of this production: you
with your small, four-chambered heart, shyness, hungers, envy: what
could be so precious you’d cleave another to keep it
close? Imagine the weeks it takes to wind nacre over the red
seed placed at the other heart’s mantle. The mussel
become what no one wants to: vessel, caisson, wounded
into making us the thing we want to call beautiful.
Vessels , by Paisley Rekdal
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